Wow, I waited.....5 months to be exact and glad that I came upon this blog. I haven't written mainly because I am not in love with the name of this blog and well, I just have to get over that. It is what it is. I think I wanted it to mean something else when I created it...but not sure what. So I re looked up the definition just to be sure it doesn't mean what I wanted it to.
verb (used with object)

1.

to cause or allow (a building, automobile, etc.) to fall into a state of disrepair, as by misuse or neglect (often used passively): The house had been dilapidated by neglect.

2.

Archaic . to squander; waste.

–verb (used without object)

3.

to fall into ruin or decay.

Doesn't seem quite positive but perhaps I will look at the dust and make a new structure?

Half full rather than empty?

What do you think?